Shove and Digged

Not sure where to put this but chose the first one anyway because I believe love is a lot like art. It takes time, sacrifice, patience, creativity, and care. So my question is have you ever secretly loved someone? Maybe it's infatuation but who knows. The only thing you know is that they're always on your mind and it starts to hurt whenever you think of them. You try to drown out the thoughts by distracting yourself, but it just won't go away. Loving someone is like a drug, you can't get enough and if you ever veer too far off, a sharp shooting pain hits your heart and you're never again the same